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This is as close as you and i ever get to the ocean
my third story bedroom window
overlooking this rain-drenched night
you breathe and i recall the power of trains
let's let the night seep in
let's pray that it engulfs us
you know
i can't even begin to see your eyes
but if i'm even really drunk
it will be from drinking every drop of your soul
and running till i sweat your spirit

these people are the raddest shit

♥ My dA friends ♥
♥my real life friends ♥

♥ my art idols ♥

(I'm missing people! I'll add as I remember.)

da faaaaaam

all my girlfriends


would YOU fuck a pine tree? 

23 deviants said id take it out to dinner first and then id fuck the pine tree
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Journal Entry: Tue May 26, 2015, 4:21 PM
you cannot run from a storm, boy

rain-soaked confessionals

ive been feeling vastly suicidal and depressed and trapped.  i dont know what to do.  i just want to sleep, or die.  

sorry if im slow with posting.  i feel overwhelmed with everything.  i feel like im drowning.  i just want to hurt myself and then keep hurting myself because i feel like i dont deserve anything and i understand logically that the thought process im in isnt true and its fucking with my head and that it'll pass but it feels just so awful, like soul-sucking deadening of my nerves and so much fucking terror.  

to tell you the truth im not even graduating.  i get to walk with my class but im not getting my diploma.  i failed my senior year.  i didnt get the essay.  the "most artistic" award i was nominated for ended up being won by the girl who's been bullying and harassing me since last year.  everybody is alright without me and i have nice words to give people sometimes but that doesnt mean anything and it never will.  im so scared of being forgotten and being inconsequential.  i just want to die.

my daughter is a storm with no silver lining

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  • Mood: Hurt
  • Listening to: rain


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i am lost in my own mind
Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
United States
Cast me away From yesterday's things
In deed and in my memory
Sweeten the taste
Of the past, of the past
And borrow just a little more time For me



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sus72 Featured By Owner 8 hours ago  Student General Artist
hi uhm your adorable and i love you gf

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